Silence is better than Fake Lies

Under the watchful eye of many I became alone Hiding in the shadows has become impossible It used to be so easy to hide behind the beauty of darkness The shadows have lost their mystic The shadows have betrayed me Darkness my friend you use to be with me always Now the eyes are on … Continue reading Silence is better than Fake Lies →

Never had a chance to Bloom

Hey, you Yes you why did you ghost me? I’m talking to you Why did you ghost me? Why did you wait for me to spill my feelings out for you to leave me? Why the fuck did you not leave me alone? I did not even know you existed But there you went strolling … Continue reading Never had a chance to Bloom →

No Shining Armor

WARNING: contains graphic description of drug usage AND ADDICTION First you feel the needle pierce right through the skin, there is a pinch that you feel. The same pinch that you feel when you get your blood drawn at the doctor’s office. Second you get a burning sensation that last a few seconds as you … Continue reading No Shining Armor →

Myth of the Great escape

Full moon-half moon-don't matter. Looking up at the night sky to see the dying stars shine brighter than a diamond ring is all I'm here for. Nights where the beach breeze feels like heaven on earth is what I long for. Skipping through the streets like a girl scout without a care in the world … Continue reading Myth of the Great escape →

Wildfire

The last sound you heard that you hated, I myself don't remember it. I was unconscious. I'll tell you what I remember I remember the first time you laid hands on me That slap rocked my world Nothing was ever the same after that. You're right this is the classic case of the abuser looking … Continue reading Wildfire →

Just Outrun The Demons

Bang......TUD Is the last sound I can remember hearing It was the sound that was made when your skull connected with the ground It was the sound that made me look at my hand and see what I was capable of I was a warrior, a beast, the emotional emotionless. The cocky, brass one that … Continue reading Just Outrun The Demons →

LoveCrimes

I hate myself, for hating you. You don’t deserve that from me, but I want to hate you so much for leaving me. You left me in the worst way, you left me forever. I feel as if I hear you silently screaming my name. I hear you through the shadows where our light was … Continue reading LoveCrimes →

cOMETHRU-

Let’s make this unusual Not in a lame way. No not in come over and I will try to “run game on you” kind of way. I have already learned that two bodies laying on top of each other does not equal a connection. So, I do not need sexual stimulation from you for that … Continue reading cOMETHRU- →

Icarus

So, is this how I die now? Lying alone in this bed that we use to share? Feels like the sun burned my wings and I have fallen into the abys. It is funny how quickly things can change, went from dinners for two to take outs for one. Nights that we use to talk … Continue reading Icarus →

Ungrateful

We always claim to be grateful for what we have. But in our heart of hearts, we know we are liars. Not only are we not grateful, but we are greedy, impatient and downright disrespectful. We are disrespectful towards the things we do have, the things we are able to do and the things we … Continue reading Ungrateful →