This Tapestry of ours

These words I am about to put to paper might as well be the death of me. The man that once was a boy, is unraveling right in front of you. He once had it all figured out, but now he knows he was nothing but a blind man walking backwards. This is no fiction, … Continue reading This Tapestry of ours →

Memento

I am sorry I did not meet you at the water fountain…… I know we never made plans to go to the water fountain. I know we never made plans to throw quarters at the water fountain. But the water fountain is where my mind takes me. At that moment you would ask me how … Continue reading Memento →

Fading in the dark

-She was too young- She wanted someone to hold her She wanted someone to kiss her She wanted someone to embrace her She wanted someone to say and mean that they care for her She wanted to fit in She wanted to be normal -She was lost- She just cries all the time She … Continue reading Fading in the dark →

Generational Bliss

Maybe we are all scared I look at my friends and wonder where it all went wrong How did we start drowning? Hard to tell my friends they are wrong When they keep passing the pills back and forth like candy Liquor bottles makes the table look like a liquor store All the fake laughs … Continue reading Generational Bliss →

Nowhere Man

Ever feel like the edge of the world is near Ever feel like you're walking on a path leading nowhere Ever feel like every step you take is leading you backwards -Maybe I should sleep- You see, I called God last night He never answered me I don't think he likes me very much I … Continue reading Nowhere Man →

Reincarnation

The sun is about to set I am walking down the meadow that we once held hands at. No shoes on my feet, I want every step to hit my very core. We used to walk down this path for hours while we discussed our big dreams and how we planned to take over the … Continue reading Reincarnation →

Shattered

I threw it all out there I put it it all out there That is not how it usually goes I am more careful than that I am more calculated than that It may be the worst feeling in the world To want someone who can never want you It creates a desperation that eats … Continue reading Shattered →

Philosophy of a Scorpio

Do you mind if I ask you where you came from? Strange question, I know. Believe me I know, but I must insist on it anyway. The reason I ask is.... see usually my pride does not allow me to Express certain things. But fuck it, who the hell are you? Actually, who the fuck … Continue reading Philosophy of a Scorpio →

Live like the movies Do

Dearest Queen Tuya, It is with a heavy hand that I pen this letter to you. I know it has been too long since you last heard from me, I wish it did not have to be that way. Things have spiraled out of control since you last heard from me. My unit has been … Continue reading Live like the movies Do →

Disappear Through The Silence

I have spent the last 8 hours sitting on this chair, staring at this white canvas. The walls that surround me are all white, they are spotless. They are pure and innocent, unlike my demons. I have black paint next to me. The canvas cuts deep in me as it pierces right through me. I … Continue reading Disappear Through The Silence →