Under the watchful eye of many I became alone Hiding in the shadows has become impossible It used to be so easy to hide behind the beauty of darkness The shadows have lost their mystic The shadows have betrayed me Darkness my friend you use to be with me always Now the eyes are on … Continue reading Silence is better than Fake Lies
Never had a chance to Bloom
Hey, you Yes you why did you ghost me? I’m talking to you Why did you ghost me? Why did you wait for me to spill my feelings out for you to leave me? Why the fuck did you not leave me alone? I did not even know you existed But there you went strolling … Continue reading Never had a chance to Bloom
Jane’s Diary
Session #9 Dear diary, I had another late session at the library again. Since the day I saw Kate with those two men, I became paranoid about going back to the dorm. Two weeks had passed by since the encounter. I still could not shake off Valery and Erica running to their rooms with those … Continue reading Jane’s Diary
Jane’s Diary
Session #8 Dear diary, How does one feel when feelings don’t feel the same anymore? What do you do when you become numb to everything around you? I rallied myself enough to still be able to function among the population. No one knew how broken I was on the inside; I myself did not know … Continue reading Jane’s Diary
No Shining Armor
WARNING: contains graphic description of drug usage AND ADDICTION First you feel the needle pierce right through the skin, there is a pinch that you feel. The same pinch that you feel when you get your blood drawn at the doctor’s office. Second you get a burning sensation that last a few seconds as you … Continue reading No Shining Armor
Myth of the Great escape
Full moon-half moon-don't matter. Looking up at the night sky to see the dying stars shine brighter than a diamond ring is all I'm here for. Nights where the beach breeze feels like heaven on earth is what I long for. Skipping through the streets like a girl scout without a care in the world … Continue reading Myth of the Great escape
Wildfire
The last sound you heard that you hated, I myself don't remember it. I was unconscious. I'll tell you what I remember I remember the first time you laid hands on me That slap rocked my world Nothing was ever the same after that. You're right this is the classic case of the abuser looking … Continue reading Wildfire
Just Outrun The Demons
Bang......TUD Is the last sound I can remember hearing It was the sound that was made when your skull connected with the ground It was the sound that made me look at my hand and see what I was capable of I was a warrior, a beast, the emotional emotionless. The cocky, brass one that … Continue reading Just Outrun The Demons
LoveCrimes
I hate myself, for hating you. You don’t deserve that from me, but I want to hate you so much for leaving me. You left me in the worst way, you left me forever. I feel as if I hear you silently screaming my name. I hear you through the shadows where our light was … Continue reading LoveCrimes
Jane’s Diary
Session #7 Dear Diary, I left my room, ready to head to work. As I opened my door, I felt a strong presence near. I walked out only to see Erica, Valerie and Kate standing near the front door. They were just staring at me with silence, I looked around to see if there was … Continue reading Jane’s Diary
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