These words I am about to put to paper might as well be the death of me. The man that once was a boy, is unraveling right in front of you. He once had it all figured out, but now he knows he was nothing but a blind man walking backwards. This is no fiction, … Continue reading This Tapestry of ours
Tag: loss
Memento
I am sorry I did not meet you at the water fountain…… I know we never made plans to go to the water fountain. I know we never made plans to throw quarters at the water fountain. But the water fountain is where my mind takes me. At that moment you would ask me how … Continue reading Memento
Nowhere Man
Ever feel like the edge of the world is near Ever feel like you're walking on a path leading nowhere Ever feel like every step you take is leading you backwards -Maybe I should sleep- You see, I called God last night He never answered me I don't think he likes me very much I … Continue reading Nowhere Man
Reincarnation
The sun is about to set I am walking down the meadow that we once held hands at. No shoes on my feet, I want every step to hit my very core. We used to walk down this path for hours while we discussed our big dreams and how we planned to take over the … Continue reading Reincarnation
Shattered
I threw it all out there I put it it all out there That is not how it usually goes I am more careful than that I am more calculated than that It may be the worst feeling in the world To want someone who can never want you It creates a desperation that eats … Continue reading Shattered
Live like the movies Do
Dearest Queen Tuya, It is with a heavy hand that I pen this letter to you. I know it has been too long since you last heard from me, I wish it did not have to be that way. Things have spiraled out of control since you last heard from me. My unit has been … Continue reading Live like the movies Do
LoveCrimes
I hate myself, for hating you. You don’t deserve that from me, but I want to hate you so much for leaving me. You left me in the worst way, you left me forever. I feel as if I hear you silently screaming my name. I hear you through the shadows where our light was … Continue reading LoveCrimes